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Originally Posted by Sara504
Put me through HELL. Harrassed me to have an abortion, was physical with me before during and even after she was born. (I dont mean sex, I mean hitting, throwing things, knocking me down with an infant in my arms) He's hispanic, much older, and very ill tempered. I literally felt caged the past 3 years. I felt like I couldnt leave him even when I wanted to. I was scared. I wanted to jump off a bridge. I cried for nights on end because I was so unhappy.
This was the first date I had been on since I was freed from my past relationship. That's why this second date is such a big deal.
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Hi Sara.
After all you've been through, it takes a lot of time to heal. I had a friend with a similar past and it took her two years to get back to a place where she felt good enough about herself to feel like she had something to offer again.
You'll get there but time is needed. Don't let the first try to get you down.
