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Originally Posted by RJ_
I get what you're talking about with Nef, he's definitely a different character just based on his posts.
Meh, I probably should have clarified that statement a little. I meant it's awkward in the sense that I think there's almost always some dissonance between a person's online persona/expectations and reality when you meet in person. I think that's the whole allure of this thread; seeing someone in person or on video to iron out the wrinkles of their personality as you perceive them.
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Well, here's my heartfelt apology for having known me from late 2013 until about late 2015:
I was just going through some shit and I wasn't myself... I went from ballin', to broke, to super-ultra rock bottom putting my trust in the wrong people after getting over the devastation when my dad died. Try living in the worst possible living situations, get 2 jobs that screwed you over, have someone pretend to be your friend but isn't, have a Cluster B mom who never cared since childhoor, and having lots of IRL friends alienate you... I can guaranteed anybody would be as fucked up as I was.
Now that I've weeded a lot of toxic people out of my life, I am pretty much able to see the light at the end of the tunnel, but I'm obviously not out of the tunnel 100%. It hasn't been easy, nor will life be the same as 2008-ish, but c'est la vie.