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Anxious/preoccupied. Fits the bill. Spent my 20s chasing my career, moving from one city to the next, doing pointless fucboy stuff, and never committing to either of my exes who actually loved and cared for me.

Wising up and maturing now I think. Very lucky my parental support system was as perfect as one could wish for. By nature I'm an opportunist always looking for the "next best thing" in life. That leads to commitment-phobe behavior.